June 03, 2004
my new blog
declassified.blogspot.com
broke another heart at 17:22
on starsky and hutch, computer anxieties and procrastination
May 02, 2004
yes! i finally got to go online. i accidentally dropped my laptop a few days ago and my LCD cracked. can you imagine? this happens two days before i leave . it's a semi-good thing, believe it or not. the down side is i have nothing to occupy my time during in the airport/plane. the good part is i already planned on bringing my laptop with me anyway for a diagnosis. this just makes the fact that i've had my computer repaired three times in the past three years in the same COMPUSA a teensy weensy more excusable.
i streaked my hair blue today.
can i just say i loved starsky and hutch. they were such a couple i swear! i couldn't stop laughing the whole time and i think it was pretty infectuous. i turned to erika sometime after the dragon part and said, "i can't stop laughing." and she was like, "i'm laughing cause you're laughing." the rainbow shirts was a nice touch. so was the whole "i'm not your mother" part. oh and getting home was quite an adventure too. the usual 30 minute ride from power plant to my house took two whole hours. fun though.
oh i forgot to mention! while kath was busy choosing earrings i looked around that shop in powerplant with all the beads and i found this GORGEOUS lapis lazuli necklace. the pendant was about half my palm. it was huge. i want it so bad.
i have to be in the airport by midnight tomorrow. i have yet to put my suitcase in order.
do it. just do it.
broke another heart at 15:14
on art lessons, tonguing ryo and nino, getting into yaoi fanfics, lethal's reply and sleepless nights
April 29, 2004
i got a random email today from this art workshop. i've been looking for a place i can take lessons these past few months and out of nowhere..
this falls into my lap. and guess what? the workshop begins on may 3. the very same day i leave for the states. *hits head on the wall* damn this irony! i think it's my lot in life to forever be a half-baked nothing *sigh* i have no direction. all i know is i don't want anything related to medicine or law. sometimes i think the reason why i chose the course i'm entering is because it's safe. it's suitably interesting and practical. do i have a passion for it? i don't know. and that is the sad fact of my life. i don't know.
i went through windjp's dl section this morning and came acros this *points down*
yoko yoko yoko... stop that! yoko's a funny guy and all but i just don't want him putting his tongue near the vicinity of my baby's face. it's mighty disturbing. oh that reminds me of this other pic i came across just two days ago.
i think there's a conspiracy going on. why are all my babies being attacked? is it because they look so innocent and sweet? well okay maybe not ryo. but still.. two pictures in two days? aliens are taking over people's bodies.
i've never been into fanfics much. maybe it's because most of the fanfics i've read are so farfetched they border on absurd. whatever it is, i'm not a fan of fan fiction. until monday that is. alyssa sent me the link to this fanfic in IT by bansaku. it was 100% yaoi. and i loved it. it wasn't gross or anything. totally lighthearted fluff. *cheers for fluff* i couldn't stop laughing the whole time. it was just too hilarious.
i. like. ueda. you.
*roflmao* if you can imagine me laughing my ass off all alone in my room at one in the morning.. what an idiot! *thwaps self* i swear.. :D:D:D:D:D:D so i've been downloading fanfics to read for that 9 hour stop over in singapore *shudder* that's what happens when you book your flight two weeks ahead. oh and LETHAL REPLIED! i'm so happy! she said she's going to try to research the addresses of the shops in LA and San Francisco. i so can't wait to get my hands on some goodies. uchi/ryo/nino here i come! :D:D
whoa! it's almost 2 am?? i haven't slept since uh two nights ago. i spent last night talking with candice til like 3 am. then i was talking to my mom and i just kept doing stuff. and now i've been awake for over 36 hours and i'm still not sleepy! lol.
broke another heart at 13:06
on arashi's irresistable bods
April 26, 2004
Yo Lady! HANDS OFF!
why why why why WHY is she touching MY baby???? and NINO, he looks so serious. like he's receiving ablessing.....i'm sure the lady doesn't like him in that way. i mean she's MIDDLE AGED for heavens sake. not that there's anything wrong with being middle aged. it's just.. 21 year old man 50+ woman... *thinks about it* that's hella sick yo! nah she's probably just smoothing down his hair. i can understand that urge. *grin* i can see how nino's face would be just too irresistable to resist.
anyway, since we're on the topic of middle-aged women, ally was telling me how japanese women have this thing for younger men.. i mean just seeing the number of elderly ladies in the audience of shounen club kinda speaks for itself... O_O"
i'm gonna be really hypocritical by posting up pix of hot topless arashi. LMAO. sorry i can't help it with these guys. i look at them and think dirty thoughts. oh beautiful beautiful bods... *DROOLS A RIVER*
credits go to lola
jun's too skinny in the picture but hot nontheless. arashi is looking so fine.
this is a great way to baptize my new blog.
*happily signs off*
broke another heart at 12:10
April 13, 2004
i don't know if anyone has noticed the utter lack of posts on this blog [i doubt anyone even reads it]. and so many events have passed without due recognition. graduations.. ramen fest.. debuts.. and many more.. birthdays.. deaths.. lunches and dinner parties.. holy week.. and many more..
this is the end of this blog as you all know it. this is the end of me as you know me.
coming soon.
friends.
family.
foreigners.
fellow fans.
batch 2004.
wait for it
aurora
broke another heart at 03:38
February 27, 2004
i used to be happy
i used to smile
i used to think
that the world was mine
i realize i don't have anything
and i'm tired of pretending
that everything's okay
i just want to go away
i'm tired of all the lies
been misled all this time
i think i'm angry at myself
more than anything else
i'm such a fool.
broke another heart at 23:08
February 23, 2004
You're SHO (alias Sho-kun) SAKURAI!! You're one
hip, happenin', all-around heartbreaker cutie,
yo! You just got that natural
"coolness" within you, chicks dig you
and dudes want to BE like you! You got the
style, the phat beats, the fresh rhythm, and
other than that hardcoreness that you possess,
you're still the cute, sweet "boy next
door" everyone has known you always! But
don't let your ghetto-style fool anyone---
you're the bad-ass topknotch Japanese Ivy
Leaguer that would even wow the evil critics
even more about yourself! Get on wit yo' bad
self, yo!
Which Arashi member are you??
brought to you by Quizilla
KAZUNARI NINOMIYA is your STORMY dream boy! To
you, love is like a song and to him, you are
his soul and his heart and his main inspiration
in life. You share the passion for the love of
music, deep, meaningful words, and the
beautiful wonders of the world around you. He
would gladly make you smile and make you feel
so worthwhile with the gentleness of his voice
as he pours all his heart and soul in to his
song while strumming his guitar to create a
beautiful melody that defines you, him, and the
love you share together. ^_^
Define Your STORMY Dream Boy!
brought to you by Quizilla
what does that say about me? hmmm? *thinks*
oh look i can rap...
sho-sho-sho sho me your lurv yo!
nino you make my insides melt
when you smile like an angeel..
broke another heart at 16:13
February 21, 2004
As we walk and take our last stride
We shall carry our name with pride
As we look back before moving ahead
We shall not forget and remember instead...
The lessons taught in between classes
The laughter share as time passes
The sleepless nights we spent working
The silent moments we spent praying
The times we shared with the bathroom mirror
Sharing secrets behind the classroom door
But most of the time, just comforting each other
Words of care and love we utter
Now we move on and share our lives
In your honor and excellence we shall thrive
So to form the world of the future as well
Your values and teachings in us shall dwell
*Chorus ----
Farewell to this place we¡¯ve come to love
As we send our prayers to the one above
Thank you for all the laughs and cries
This is it, this is goodbye
*2nd Chorus ----
Farewell to this place we¡¯ve come to love
As we send our prayers to the one above
Thank you for all the laughs and cries
This is it, this is the moment...
goodbye...
*tear*
i'm feeling so senti at the moment.
i ♥ 4A (that includes Sir Tony + Senora)
broke another heart at 19:19
February 17, 2004
i realized i forgot to post about my retreat in my blogger. having all these blogs is too confusing. :S okay will add link...
broke another heart at 17:22
February 04, 2004
now they're calling it the table wars. foreigners.. right. the lost world? the world of jackson? the bgs? the the harmless group. spfffft. it's been going on since jan 23. i'm too tired to talk about it anymore. my sentiments have dried up and left a brittle shell.
broke another heart at 17:06
January 26, 2004
I finally finished that damn English Lit paper at 4 in the morning today. I was so sleepy I put off printing it until after I sleep. Big mistake. Despite the two alarm clocks going off simultaneously in my ears at 7 this morning, I couldn’t manage to wake up. At around quarter to 8, my brother asks me if I have class. I literally bolted upright in panic. Printing the paper took about 20 minutes because I had to look for ink. By the time I was ready for school it was about 8:30. The stupid guards wouldn’t let me in. Ms. Ong is the coolest. She was like, “go watch a movie or something” :D I didn’t watch a movie but I did have lunch in China Bistro. :D
My obsession with Uchi has now passed week-long mark. As of today last week I was hooked. I’ve been hooked ever since. 318 photos, 21songs and 1 clip later I’m still going strong. I can’t stop. I don’t know whwere this latest fascination will take me. As of now, I’m just going to ride with it
downloading more jpop stuff
broke another heart at 23:48
January 18, 2004
nothing feels worse then being forgiven for something you know you did wrong. most people would've freaked. i am so grateful. it's like i want to punish myself even if i'm not being punished. i know it sounds stupid, but that's just the way it is. i love you. i'm so sorry.
broke another heart at 17:57
January 17, 2004
lookie what char found...
An ode to James
by Spheres of Nightmares
Oh sweet sexy James
The girls think you are so hot to trot
Each night in our sleep
We build the ultimate spike-bot
So what if you blow out
A few extra birthday candles
The heat you produce
Is more than one can handle
Just because they say you are over the hill
Doesn’t mean us ladies can’t cop a feel
People may protest about how old you may be
But its all good if it say’s over 18 on our ID’s
You may have a few extra wrinkles
Than others on your forehead
But that’s nothing compared to the
Wrinkles we will cause in your bed
Oh those beautiful eyes, that accent that hair
Ok-so the accent isn’t real, and it’s a dye job
But who really cares?
You may not be as young as you used to be
But as long as you look that sexy
We will tell the parents your 30
You have played so many characters
But none as wonderful as Spike
Old enough to be a some teenager’s daddy?
No worries-Mommy likes!
I don’t see a problem with you being forty
Just take off you clothes
Cause I am feeling rather horny
People may use the term “James is mid life”
But how about the term
Will you take this woman to be your wife?
Pick any age you want
It ain’t nothing but a number
So get bucked naked cutie
And strap on a rubber
Cause James AKA Spike
You're one hell of a sexy man
The hottest darn old guy
In all of the land.
..::+:..
Spike: You listen to me. (kneels in front of her) I've been alive a bit longer than you, and dead a lot longer than that. I've seen things you couldn't imagine, and done things I prefer you didn't. I don't exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I follow my blood, which doesn't exactly rush in the direction of my brain. So I make a lot of mistakes, a lot of wrong bloody calls. (looks into her eyes) A 100+ years, and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of: you. (Buffy looks away; he reaches toward her face) Hey, look at me. I'm not asking you for anything. When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. (a tear rolls down Buffy's cheek) I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman. You're the one, Buffy.
*heartbreak*
broke another heart at 10:00
January 11, 2004
today is one of the best days of my life. technically speaking, it's yesterday but since i haven't slept yet, it still counts as today.
- what makes today kick yesterday and any other day's ass?
broke another heart at 04:49
January 03, 2004
In Middle-earth, Aurora T******** Q***** was a
Valiant Stone-troll
Elven Name Possibilities for Aurora T******** Q*****
The root name suitable for feminine and masculine is:
Iarvilya
Another masculine version is:
Iarvilyaion
More feminine versions are:
Iarvilyaiel
Iarvilyaien
Iarvilyawen
Hobbit lad name for Aurora Aurora T******** Q*****
Seredic Gold from theMarish
Hobbit lass name for Aurora T******** Q*****
Celandine Gold from theMarish
Dwarven Name for Aurora T******** Q*****
Bombur Bloodyfeet
This name is for both genders.
Orkish Name for Aurora T******** Q*****
Ashdreg the Raider
This name is for both genders.
broke another heart at 16:07
shopping is an addiction, an affliction even. i can spend hours shopping for absolutely nothing. see? it doesn't even make sense. the instant you enter the store and breathe the scent of the clothes you know that it's time for another adventure. you never know what miracle is hanging on the racks. there's something about the way the cash register prints out the receipt with your purchases on it that gives a feeling of accomplishment. especially if you know you got a bargain. after the whole shopping spree you collapse on a chair spent but ultimately satisfied, with all the shopping bags proclaiming their designer labels scattered around you. it's sinful, that feeling.
during our new year's party with my cousins yesterday we all the girls decided to raid mango. the funny thing is we all ended up buying similar things in beige. i was going to buy this heavenly white jacket until my cousin pointed out that i have another jacket just like it in blue. sad to say, i listened to her advice and didn't buy it. we went back to the party and the parents were still talking there. i heard mass after that. by the time i got home it was 9 pm.
the rest of the day was spent watching the fellowship of the ring and the two towers, extended versions. beautiful. i pity the younger generations who cannot say they saw these movies when it was first released. the anticipation of waiting a whole year for the next episode is unbeatable. and then the minute i'm in the theater, crying at all the drama, laughing at gimli's antics and those other two hobbits' inadvertent actions, and oggling orlando bloom's pretty face, i find the wait worth it. return of the kings is opening this january 9th. i can't wait.
broke another heart at 16:05
December 26, 2003
-whew-
the first chance i've had to read everyone's christmas posts. it's nice hearing how they're celebrating christmas. can you believe it? another year is over. well, almost. 2003 has moved on.
christmas eve was spent in my aunt's house. it was the usual formal affair it always is. some cousins from the states were there. i finally got to see my neice amanda, who i haven't seen in six years, since she's all the way in connecticut. i mean, who goes to connecticut? :S we had an african priest, father tony emissa, say mass. i kinda liked his homily. he mentioned how mary gave birth in unhygienic conditions. i never really thought of the nativity that way. the food was also fab. illustrado's been on a roll these past two christmases. there were curried prawns, eggplant stuffed with shiitake and wild mushrooms, jamon serrano, lamb, steak.. *bloated* ahh. glorious christmas. i'm going to sing and dance and to hell with those lacking in christmas spirit.
on christmas, we had lunch with my mom's side of the family. all the cousin's got to talking about my debut. my brother's being totally unreasonable about it. i can't believe he's getting so worked up over a cotillon. it's tradition! i'm not having those 18 roses shit. well, whatever. pfft. at least my cousins are being supportive.
broke another heart at 12:20
December 24, 2003
i miss candice!!! wahh! *tear*
i got home really late last night from a family reunion. i'm still caught up in the aftermath of relatives *dizzy*
tonight is christmas eve. i'm sure everyone is going to be celebrating tonight. well, cheers to us all! it's the day before christmas.
broke another heart at 13:20
December 19, 2003
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because i thought this picture was pretty, laura of mewing.net told me this: "it seems you enjoy dancing, drinking, eating, orgies, and expensive perfume. you're the type of person who buys brand-name socks--but you are also the type of person who has been electricuted by the toaster at least seven times. you were at the top of the class in elementary school, but faltered in junior high, because you didn't understand algebra. your favorite singer, suprisingly, is prince, and in your spare time you can be found tinkering with broken calculators and atari home videogame units."
whatever will laura tell you??
broke another heart at 21:39
ramen fest= delicious food and delicious men ;)
THE BEST WAY TO CAP OFF THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR.. Ramen fest in Jopie's house with: Jopie, Alyssa, Candice, Eris, Teska and Ina. We've been planning this for a month. It was so much fun. I passed out on the couch of jopie eating all that delicious ramen and finally stumbled home at 11 pm. i can't wait til saturday they're showing it again!!! cheers guys!
CANDICE> i'll miss you! have a safe trip.. remember me while you're having fun. kick white a$$!
broke another heart at 01:47
December 15, 2003
1. Salmon : high self-esteem, never take the active role even you like someone.
2. Ebi : cautious, always take too much consideration and miss the chance.
3. Anago : you set high goals, long for fame, you are persistent and diligent.
4. Yellow Tail : your mood swings easily, your demands keep changing.
5. Maguro : want to be an adaptive person.
yes.
first day of exams. three more days to go til the ramen festival! woo hoo! excited.
broke another heart at 19:15
December 14, 2003
..::+::..
i just got home from lunch with the whole family. it was my aunt's birthday. the food was great. my mom told me on our way home that i've always had an expensive palatte. apparently i was already looking for foi gras and smoked salmon at the age of 2. and the salmon had to be at just the right temperature (you know, chilled enough not to be soggy) or else i wouldn't eat it. hahahaha. who knew?
hmm, it's my physics and economics test tomorrow. *note to self: find notes in time for exam tomorrow*
my mom dragged me to this dinner in my tita's house last night. i'm getting so fat already. aaahh.
broke another heart at 16:48
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